Being a free thinker and being free in practical terms means that you get so annoyed by some things you think that you turn your own brain inside out until you fully get how it works and understand the magic of it. This can be a brutal process. It's almost like physical labour. I got so mad about some thinking patterns that I almost squeezed out the thoughts literally. Until you figure out that it's a double-level game, you trying to get rid of them tells you everything about you. After that comes level three. And thousands of levels more, including diagonals.

It's a very sexy game. Sometimes I see people walking on the street who are playing the same consciousness game. Thinking about the same thing, but from a different perspective.

It has something very religious about it too, but without the higher power.

I had thoughts with repetitive behaviour in them. I got so mad that I increased the repetitiveness of them. Instead of every ten seconds, I made them repeat every five seconds. It's that street-kid mentality that you have to learn if you want to understand how a brain works.