Why Some Kids Who Grow Up in an Unsafe Environment Have AD(H)D

Let’s say your body consists of 100 percent energy.
And 100 percent body.

If you grow up in an unsafe environment, it’s tempting to make yourself smaller.
You roll yourself up like a small little ball within yourself.
So, you compress the same amount of energy into a smaller space.

And what happens when you do that? The pressure increases.
This means everything accelerates: your thoughts speed up,
you hear more voices inside yourself, and they’re closer together.
There’s nothing inherently wrong with this,
but from an outsider’s perspective, it feels much more intense.

It’s like a marketplace: when you reduce the available space,
the market gets more crowded—and more intense.
The chances of emotional blow-ups increase.

Therefore, I would like to suggest that people working in neuroscience
also focus on the body and posture as a whole.
This could help explain why not all kids who grow up in unsafe environments
develop certain ‘disorders’—because they each choose a different strategy.
But the intensity of their lives, no matter what, still goes up.


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I come from a neighborhood where children aren’t registered at the civil registry.
That’s what I most want to be.
A boy with a ball on a square,
without a social security number,
without a name,
just being what you truly are—without labels.


Go There, and Feel It
Pain in your body is released by going toward it.
It is energy that needs to come out.


Going by Feeling
A robot cannot do anything by feeling.
And that cannot be explained. I do everything by feeling. And I am the happiest man in the world.
Feeling is all things at once.


Why the Earth Is the Center of This Universe

If you use rotation as a measurement point, Earth is not the center.
But the most important thing in this galaxy is sound and vibration.
Since our Earth has the clearest and purest sound (often referred to as paradise), this is the center of the universe — just like your voice is the most important part of you, both physically and metaphorically.
So, when they said the Earth is the center of the universe, they started with the most important thing: sound.
If you don’t take a reference point, you don’t have a center.


When You Buy a New Couch, You Also Have to Paint the Walls

Do you know that feeling when you plan to start counting calories?

It goes well for one day.

And then the next day, something is just a bit different, and you have to change the entire strategy.

This is exactly what a neural network does.

Because the initial situation changes, everything changes. It’s a bit like furnishing a house. When you buy a new couch, you also have to paint the walls. It just doesn’t match anymore.

Computers aren't very good at this, because they need to know every possible situation to use the right algorithms. And that’s just not possible in practice.


Learning Patterns from Data Isn’t All That Interesting

It’s a bit like what Darwin knew. You see data and a pattern.

But that doesn’t mean you have an algorithm in reverse. It’s an observation that only holds locally.


The Real Hard Problem of Consciousness

Consciousness is extremely practical and non-theoretical.

It’s not like a teacher who’s going to explain to you how everything works. Because that’s not how learning works.

It’s more like: somebody says something that makes you think — and then you try it yourself.

Most education — and I’m also talking about the Buddha, for example — is way too broadcast-mode, like: “I’m going to tell you how this consciousness thing works.”

I’m doing an AI course at work right now. It has the same problem: it’s 99% watching videos, without doing anything yourself — except listening, which isn’t really doing something.

Learning should be a very small percentage listening, and way more doing. When you force people to listen, you force them into your rhythm of thinking. Which, for some, is too slow — and for others, too fast.

Another big problem is that a lot of things are too structured. A book, for example, has a beginning and an end. This automatically makes it a bit boring, because you intuitively know where the plot is going. A good story has a beginning, but you don’t want to know whether — or how — it ends.


Learn Deep Learning and Think Multidimensionally — Without a Computer

Let’s take the simple sum:
1 + 1

From a mathematical perspective, the answer is 2.

But from other dimensions of thinking, this answer may not hold.


1. Identity Dimension

The left 1 is not the same as the right 1.
They exist in different positions, contexts, or even moments in time.
So when you use these 1s in another equation, information is lost — their uniqueness is ignored.


2. Shape Dimension

If you look only at the shapes of the symbols — the “1”s and the “+” — there is no inherent question or operation.
They are just forms, not functions.
Without interpretation, there is no sum.


3. Object Dimension

Now imagine 1 + 1 as real-world objects — say, apples.
You quickly run into deeper questions:

  • Which apple are we starting with?
  • Are the apples truly identical?
  • Can two unique apples ever be summed as “2 apples” without losing their individuality?

In this dimension, context matters.
“1 + 1” is not just a number — it’s a story, a relationship, a transformation.