Why it looks like this universe is rendering

Sometimes, when you turn to something, it feels like it takes time—like a big calculation has to be made.

It's not because we live in a simulation.

It's because it's extremely energy-efficient. So it keeps indirect track of the things we look at.

Therefore, when you take a big turn in life, it feels like a relatively big energy expenditure. It flips your whole world around.

I also play like this: give in, give, give (left)... suddenly fighting back—not giving in.

For example: frustration, frustration—then suddenly, it turns into unconditional love.


What material do you think humans are made of?

If you say: skin, cells, thoughts — you're partly right; those are separate components.

It’s easier to start with the whole: you are made of one energy. And from there, you begin to distinguish the separate parts.

By acknowledging the whole first, you create a sense of safety — it's safer than starting with all the separate pieces.

Try to see it that way for just one second, even if you don’t believe it. You’ll see why it works.


Humans Are a Better Version of AI Than AI
How wizardly do you want it to be?

If humans could transfer knowledge naturally, we wouldn’t need a large language model. We could combine our knowledge just like AI does—only better.

Humans are extremely energy efficient. We don’t just perform tasks (like playing chess); we also form and transfer knowledge to others.

If we relied solely on LLMs, we’d consume a lot of energy. But if we all accumulated and shared knowledge ourselves, that problem wouldn’t exist.

We store the past in tiny electrical signals in our heads.
We take an entire universe—and store it inside our minds.


Self-Confirmation Loops

People in mathematics and other fields often get stuck in self-confirmation loops.
The same applies to people in religion: they become trapped in circles that only reinforce their own truths. What they believe to be independent research is often not truly independent.

If you look at it strictly, no one in physics really knows anything. Every major theory from the past hundred years has been disproven or revised. The current dominant theory—quantum physics—is not fully understood by anyone. We are stuck at level 1.

To move forward, you have to enter loops where no one believes what you think is true.


Why We Only Ever See a Tiny Slice of the Universe

It takes an enormous amount of energy to perceive the full scope of reality.

And we, as living beings, are incredibly energy-efficient.

We rely on trust—implicit trust—in what we see and understand.

Now, imagine for a moment that the universe exists to learn about itself, to come to know itself more deeply.

The most effective way for it to do this might be by keeping the other side of reality hidden.

Because if that hidden side were to plainly reveal itself—if it said, “This is how I work”—then the rest of the system would simply align with that truth, and nothing new would be discovered.

Quantum worlds may be real, but the parallel realities that branch off seem to halt at the edges.

Because life only continues in one direction—forward, on one single path.