You

you

have to speed up

not slow down.

Have
you ever wondered why you are not aware of gravity all the time?

It
is there all the

time. But you are only sometimes aware that the
earth is pulling you

towards it.

Or
your heartbeat, that

you suddenly become very aware of your
heartbeat and then get completely paranoid for a few seconds?

If
you understand that,

you know how consciousness works.

Things That Aren’t There

When I was little,
I wanted 2 things:

  1. Lots of good
    feelings

and

  1. To also be very
    often consciously aware of them

So being aware that
I am very happy at that moment, those two things
happening at the same time.

Then I immediately had
the next question:

Why don’t I have that
all the time?

Good feelings

and realizing that
that is the case?

Then I came to
consciousness level 2.

Then I asked myself:

Scenario 1: do I have
pleasant feelings all the time but am I not aware of them?

or scenario 2: am I
not aware enough of bad feelings?

or scenario 3: do I
feel absolutely nothing at many moments?

Then I came to
consciousness level 3,

which consists of 2 levels
that run parallel.

3.1:

A little bit of everything.

I had a lot of
unpleasant feelings switched off when I was little. And because of that I also feel
the good feelings less well now. I felt absolutely nothing at many moments.

consciousness level
3.2

Actually, the most important
information is in the things you don’t feel. The things
that are not there at that moment.

 

The level at which
I am typing this, you could describe as level 4 or 5. There are thousands
of these kinds of levels. Consciousness is a fantastic subject.

Do you not
feel good? Then first look at the things that aren’t there. Things that
you should feel, but don’t. It is completely normal to be aware many times a day that you feel fantastic (that
has nothing to do with egoism). Life is not worth less because of it.

So look in the
invisible.